Deanna had the baby. She won’t be ours. There’s not anymore that I’d like to say about this until I’m able to talk about it without the tears.

I spent my morning doing what I needed to get done. The baby and Joanne are both asleep and I’m sick of coloring this character series for Picadilly Tubes. And I’m really not stressing on that because I just did a 214 piece update today. It’s not like I’m going to be updating again before [...]

I suppose I made a comment on my blog *gasp* a few posts back that I had taken about 1,994 pictures of Zadey in the course of her first year. This is the ones I actually kept. Remember, I’ve got digital and I cannot even begin to tell you how many I have taken and [...]

Time for another installment of “The ABC’s of Life.” Today I have picked the letter “L” which stands for Love Truly.
Just the other day I was catching up on my blog reads. Typically I read in the order they are listed. When I got to Manda’s blog I realized that I was a little [...]

Yesterday we went on out for our normal payday shopping but this time we picked up a little something else. A crib! Yep, Zadey has never slept in a crib. Our reasoning for this was that there was no way in hell we were going to buy a bassinet for her to first sleep in, [...]

Nothing exciting is happening life at the moment. Yesterday Steve finished up his move to next door. It’s a little weird for him to be over there. Today he spent most of his morning setting up the cable. We opted to share cable and split the bill and instead of paying the cable company to [...]

Steve has only been living with us for about 3 months. Somewhere around there. I thought that he’d be here a little while and that it’d take him a lot more time to get ready to go.
Then, mid-September the place next door came available and I really encouraged him to go after it. Not that [...]

Generally speaking, since August I have one thing weighing so heavy on my mind. Will we or won’t we be having another baby? I feel so passionate about expanding our family, having a sibling for Zadey, and what brings me to this post, a biological that I know deserves better.
As hard as it may be [...]